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    11월 27일

    感恩节,感染点热情!

    今天Thanksgiving Day, 又有party--Chinese American-Helen 组织的(我们班简直是天天有party, 创意多多)
    不过, 我是不去了,老实在家多看两眼书吧;
     
    刚被Hai喊下楼,原来philippine girls came---给三个过生日的guys做了surprise, 真是--太具创意!
    也真是感叹--philippine 同胞实在是有生活和娱乐热情,看来,哪天得去菲遛溜, 看看是如何一个国度,呵呵。
    她们--给aiida做了个生日祝贺版, 围绕刻字, 大家写上祝福; kumar则是一本小卡,大家也是write;
    至于kevin,则是有趣搞笑要命--
    一个篡改的图片,加上我们那个著名的vmk logo, 同时看了youtube 上类似的真人 show program,更觉得搞笑了. 有这些热情可爱的同学, 也蛮happy的哦, 可惜我们中国同胞相对concervative一些, 不是那么积极参加,民族性格吧, 呵呵.
     
    写完上楼, 想到由此把坏心情放放, 感染点热情, 认真读点书吧,结果-是管不了了!
    当然, 还是老样子--说归说, 从没完全专注过--先起兴传几张照片--为什么干别的都比学习有热情呢, 吐舌.
     
     
    11월 26일

    冰点-谷底-深渊

    看书到2:am,

    早上起床,瞬时5个大包(only 1 mosquito)

    赶校车, 脚崴了,

    考试--badly done

    考试后,文章发下来--Simon Tay 先生竟然把B+改成了C, 不敢旁看---冰点

    Marco同学竟然拿着A-的mark去找老师--说问清楚是,+还是-, 这厢谷底.

    郁郁地回了家,路上某人说了,同学基本都是A-, 于是, 谷底落深渊.

     

    到家了,低落的要看书,没整两眼, 台灯吱喳的熄火了--可谓时运不济啊!

    幸好,拆了后来想着再试一次, 又work了,不至于深渊再-坠落.

    心情真是不好! 不好,也得继续看书,效率不高,也得看啊, 不看后面接着更惨。

    活路在哪!?人没撞墙,心已撞了,

    明天投河-跳水去---去学校看书,找空往游泳池里蹦一下吧,还能如何,得survive另三门exam啊,不能就此倒下。

    No god, but you alone!

     

    舍友越南Hai妹喊打羽毛球,得,先去出出汗,散点心情吧。

    (Below is what i wrote at compute lab, where no Chinese input. when back home, still feel so bad, so continue with some Chinese. 爱诉苦,呵呵。

    Today is law and public policy exam, i stayed up until 2 am this moring.

    But, but, the exam did badly.

    What is worse, after the exam, our essays was distributed---the humorous professor modified my mark with a lower grade, which is only--!

    Certainly, i didn't make a good essay due to rush and low capacity, but it is still a big big blow! 哭泣 

    it serves half of my last score, with the bad done exam, so,

    the last CAP will be low, very low, considerably low. Frustration very high! 悲伤

    No god, but you alone! Face the severe situation, and think of surviving in the latter exams, low confidence. )

     

    11월 23일

    Nov 23 --Birthday Surprise

    Music, 音符

    icecream cake with candles, 生日蛋糕

    and a group of classmates show up at 12:00pm, no, 0:00am 彩虹照相机灯泡女孩男孩

     

    Surprise!!!惊讶

    Thanks to dear classmates, dear friends!红心

    Best wishes to all of you, winter babies and other smart babies as well.

    Make a great wish that ---all of you, all of my families and friends--healthy, happy and wealthy (in mind or pocket)! 红玫瑰彩虹

    Actually due to hasty of suprised blank mood, i didn't make a clear vow or i cann't remember clearly, hehe.  好象就是"一切顺利,还有? "正在思考

     

    Tomorrow--no, tonight have to prepare a big dinner, hope it goes well.比萨 It is my first birthday at Singapore, 入乡随俗了, no party but party.

    By the way,

    God bless me--who is always distracting, struggling, not concentrating with high efficiency---final exam. Maybe i have to lower my expetectation, but hope i can squeeze some time to catch up with---fantacy or not. 吐舌

     

    Ok, anyway, a good day! 太阳 Nice!

     

     

    Post my invitation letter here: which happened to appear at an appropriate time--- after hesitation but  before the surprise.

     

    Wishes, thanks, and advertisement!

    Dear friends, 
     
    Wishes:
    First join our lovely group to say happy birthday to all Nov babies, dear Richard, Kevin, Azul and me, ----and then Dec babies, Kumar---- 
    We have so many "winter babies". Actually, in China, if born in Nov or Dec, you will be thought as more smart, maybe there do exist some empirical evidence. 眨眼 

    Best wishes to all these smart babies, and other smart babies as well. Maybe simply put it ---wishes to all MPP2008!
     
    Thanks:
     All in all, I am so happy to be with you here! thank you so much!  Especially say thanks to John Roberts and Anh. 右侧拥抱
     Advertisement:
    I am still hesitating to post this advertisement, due to my low "capacity", and concern of your time, but anyway, i have to have a supper everyday, so ---
    Tomorrow, Nov23, if anyone is free and brave to try the bad cooking of one Chinese inexperiencd lady in Kitchen, welcome to Collegegreen 19 at 7:00pm. There will be some Chinese food, actually few menu in my mind, still considering. Statisfaction, how high? maybe a torture, hehe. Just a simple fast meal.  If you will drop by, kindly let me know ahead. Thanks!
     
    Good luck  for the final period of this semester!  God bless us. Hope all of you happy and healthy!
     
    Best,
    Li Fan    
    Mobilephone: 82690868

    11월 16일

    If there is a war

    竟然写信到1点半---group letter,
    缘由是无厘头的fight, freerider 竟然 fight, 惊讶
    看了信后,难怪--同事同学的激动和气愤, 我也小不平静,
    佛说不生气--有点难!当然,我还好,不是那么生气,只是一点感慨。
     
    联想开去,
    若是随性,干脆fight好了,i don't care, one more war ---China vs Vietnam,kidding
    若是按爽快个性,打架吧,我in,呵呵,i la 东北 Yin,  who pa who, hehe.
     
    不想spoil 自己之前已付出的努力和时间,只能再出头统筹一下---被逼无奈,否则咋着
    组织安排:表扬的表扬,计划的计划,不忘民主式的问询,
    最后还是要贴点orginal idea---personal opinion to share. 也算表个态,抒发一下,
    最后一数,字数竟然近六百,直接后果是--现已1点半,
     所谓low capacity 还在这不干正事,
    罪过, 唯一所获是--当练English了
    post 一下,赶快睡觉去。
     
    Dear guys,
     First, put some discussion aside----
     M-----thank you so much for response!!! i have written a letter about modification, but no one replies, :) I really appreciate your work---i have read the draft report, you did a great job, even quote some great points. And your language ability is really good, to be frank--better than we Chinese guys. Actually that is also the reason we appreciate you to draft it.We all know it is really a tough work for a mother who caring a baby and meanwhile do study, same as M. We understand, and support, if we can do sth.
     
    Go to the point, I have submitted our data and presentation slides. So, now only last stroke--report. As to modidication,Thanks to M again--will do it first--because you know the draft better than us and how to adjust the structure.The presentation slides and J's explanation file will be your reference,if there is some problems, not hesitate to contact us. Maybe we have learnt from group work---better divide the task which will show clear division and flow, high efficiency and better effect. So,  suggest after finish-- M send to S, and then to J, and me. If L join, welcome. No deadline for each of you, just try as soon as possible, I will submit it before Dec 1.  What is the opinion of you all? We are living in democracy, Poll now, kidding. Any better advice, feel free to share.
     
    Personal opinion to share
    My original thoughts is just to make the report more complete based on M's great job, to add some general introduction and with significant findings and more feasible policy recommendations. Make better integration, and then each of us if available, if willing to do, can amend it. So far i still think we have done a great job, we have a good topic, good survey conduct and data, a good draft of report, a relatively good presentation due to a rush, so why not make a good report at the end, why not make it better? just do what we can do,that's ok.
     
    It is not individual work, as L had said, it is for our group good, actually it is voluntary. No one can push others to do what they do not want.We all find time is not enough,cherish your time, and others' times too. So, if there is some sounds like "push", please nicely take it as suggestion for division.i don't think there is a so-called peer evaluation, i never care about that, and i don't think we really care about marks. What we care is we have done, what we can achieve, just the principle of life what we share---to be better!
     
    By the way, we are not freshman, we are MPP, those with working experience and no worry about jobs. No reason to dwell on some insignificant issues.---I believe we can cope with the assignments, balance the study and life here, and enjoy what we experienced! 
     
    Sorry for such a long letter, i  feel guilty about my bad time management--low capacity. But i really enojy to exchange with you, my classmates, my good friends!
     
    Best to all of you, and especially best to the two lovely babies of M and M.
     
    See you,
     
    LF
    11월 15일

    宝宝一岁啦!

    我们家的毕逸轩一岁啦!红玫瑰
    远在千里之外,好象最惦记的家人却是他,
    爸妈要原谅一下----尊老爱幼,这话确实不假,呵呵--他现在是我们家的中心,priority. 
     
    祝愿他健健康康,茁壮成长,太阳 赶快会说话,赶快会跑步,彩虹 赶快多学习,大脑袋一定要聪明!--大笑
    明年暑假回宁的时候,可以带他到处玩了!礼品盒 期待!
     
    Aunt我忙作业忙忘了,只记得自己的lunar birth,忘了他的,检讨,
    刚才老妈电话里提到给他办了酒席,因为和我只隔一天,还想一起---搞笑吧,我都多大了,还远隔千山。
    (回想俺--10岁之后,就没在家过过生日,不是在外读书,就是在外工作,习惯了!)
     
    电话扔下,这边作业学习也暂时放下,aunt也得表示一下庆祝啊,
    只能靠网上写的啦--他现在听不懂我说话,电话听筒
    从这第一个生日起,牢牢记住吧--10月16 me,10月18 byx,
    以后争取和逸轩一起过--不过,那可得定居NJ或者附近才行,呵呵正在思考
     
    All the best to Bi Yixuan, My lovely nephew, 1 year old!
    11월 14일

    2008-11-13 农历10月16

    写下2008-11-13 农历10月16 这几个字的时候,探着脖子张望了一下 ,可惜前有阳台后有挡棚, 没见着月亮! 梦里见吧,kidding

    Today is My lunar birthday, 却没有capacity多感慨原因还是, 作业,疲惫的状态.

    难得昨晚为今天presentation早睡-也是12pm多点了,结果,还未入梦,又被恼醒---楼下又是happy group meeting,亲爱的roommate组织not for assignments but for icecream, 介于已有数次案底不得不protest, 当然,还是sms形式的提醒,那时已一点多,等再平息睡去估计近两点吧。于是,临睡前msn更名 10-16 my lunar day good luck lah! 的心情从凌晨遭遇挫折,开始不lah了。

     

    一早赶去第一个group presentation,个人表现效果不佳,检讨,以后改进吧,不过连续三天早上present, 人已麻木,一如作业,折磨得你已经不用心质量,只求完成提交。

    下午上课---困得脸发麻,后面差点睡过去,不过之前还是做了点笔记;看到同学竟然好多拿相机拍黑板-还以为是留下5111最后一堂课的记忆呢--结果,当然不是,以图片当笔记;于是赶快发邮件share一下,我这capacity不够的人也算do a favor.

    课后,给家里打个电话,常态,不过,宝宝要被接到山东了,想念,赶快让老妹多整点照片过来。

    走廊上,遇到两个senior girls 还有那个 Black Phd (确实有点水平)聊了一会,蛮有趣,不过,还是拒绝了餐厅,也放弃了继续聊聊,等以后再找机会探讨一下dilemma吧--回家。

    现在呆在家的主要原因似乎就是可以自己做饭吃,当然费时不少. 今日食谱: 青椒杏鲍菇炒鸡蛋(效果很不错), 豆腐烧虾米(出锅后想起忘放盐了,后加,又忘了虾米本身是咸的,所以--,不过还是accepted的,有浓汤宝-鱼汤做底料呢(这得感谢杨宁馨mummy,呵呵)),主食-米饭,水果-木瓜。 之前还曾念想过喊同学一起吃饭, 但有心无力作业未完,时间压不住,大家事情也多,基本作罢;不过之前有约的Yi Fang同学最后来了,也算是二人晚餐,当然,i didn't tell her,嘿嘿。

     

    时间一消耗,再加一拖延,还有写作的低效率,明天duememo还是未完,不过只能再拖延一下了,等明早一觉醒来再继续吧. 脑子困得发闷,不太会动了,眼睛发直。

    (好象没有哪个作业是按预想时间计划ok的,一如早上public management and leadership课上各个小组presentation的强烈超时, 外加对老师挥舞告戒的手臂视若不见)

     

    011am了,年方28---早上还跟邻座Sophie---我该看30岁女人的护肤宝典了,可不是吗吐舌

    回想去年如何过,快不会运转的脑子还煞是搜索了一下: 不错哦--那时吃了两个蛋糕呢 :)没时间缅怀了。

     

    赶快洗洗睡去,

    仅以在困倦麻木状态下的流水此文纪念我的28岁生日!By the way,in Singapore; yeah,还是送个祝福吧---好运,+健康---最近手发麻。

    11월 6일

    快totally晕了!

    LKYSPP: death by group work and mountains of assignments!